oh well, i woke up at 6 am and realised that i'm feeling funny. it wasnt the usual headache nor achy body. there was something else. My throat felt damn painful and i couldnt breathe. Well, still ok. I began to do some work. Not till 8.30 am when I really felt unwell. I slept for 2 more hours before gg to the docs at about 1pm. oh wells, everything was now. Just a frightening experience. When you have a fever, you start to click on h1n1 links from the school, read more, read a lot more, and you think, nah. i'm not that lucky. In the end, it turned out ok, but i lose one whole work day. Can't remember when was the last time I got bed ridden till this bad. Oh wells. It got me thinking. Today was by far the most productive day, i would say, in these few weeks. When you're sick, and lying in bed the whole day, your mind has no where to run, other than towards worries and high quality imaginations. What would you do if you were to die tomorrow? What happens to your family ? Your friends? Your clients? Who would understand your codes? Who could take over the mess? And then came hope and vows. What would you do if you have the strength and life? Would you go running ? Would you go smell the green grass and the air outside ? Would you be falling in love and making someone's day ? Will you try to make yourself look better by exercising more? Oh wells. It's true. You will never appreciate what you have till it's gone. Especially when they come free. Taking things for granted is our biggest crime.
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