This is it?

This is a conversation I had with myself this morning. Profanities and extreme ideas were filtered out for the comfort of the discerning readers. When your world crumbles, you’d try to have a conversation with God, but when he’s too busy entertaining Santa Claus, you’d need to somehow find a solution with yourself. I do not know what’s the next step. As lost as a kite in the sky.

Me	What ?
Voice	That’s it ?
Me	Yup. That’s it.
Voice	Not gonna fight it ?
Me	What ? There’s no point. It’s over.
Voice	Why ?
Me	Cos it’s like the exams results. Or the failed bid for the tender. There’s no avenue for you to appeal.
Voice	But this is different.
Me	It’ll never be the same you see.
Voice	After all those shit you told yourself ? About fighting for your destiny, and now u’re AFRAID ?
Me	This IS different. Don’t you get it. It’s fighting destiny. I’m not afraid. No. I’m not.
Voice	What if it’s a test ?
Me	It’s more like a message from God. That’s how I see it.
Voice	I don’t really care how you see it. I have a thousand rebuttals. You submit everything to God now ? So you operate this way now.
Me	Yup.
Voice	You gotta fight man.
Me	It’s not about that.
Voice	Coward.
Me	I would have to agree.
Voice	What’s the deal now ?
Me	It’s over. You can’t plug a USB into Firewire. It’s incompatible.
Voice	Is that what you’re really thinking? Or is that your pussy barking excuses for you?
Me	Don’t push it. You don’t know me.
Voice	Come on. There’s Ying and Yang for a reason. The complement thingy ?
Voice	What about change?
Me	Then Change.
Voice	*Muffled.*
Me	Happy New Year.