it's so mundane. facebook - everybody is talking about the same thing. it's really easy to pick up the latest 'hype' of the day. haze, hello kitty... zzz.

it's so boring. Join the conversation ? well. not when i have nothing to talk about. i can only engage in a one way communications platform like this blog. Comments plugins are good when there are actually people commenting ? Occasionally spam is good too i guess.

anyway when you're approaching 30, you start to see things you ever see before ? Death in ways unimaginable, relationships in perspectives never before, possible. is it the effect of 'growing up' ? you become meh at most things happening. nothing is ever new.

in every 10 years, perhaps you see something big. there was google, there was facebook. and then there was the iphone. now ? mac pro perhaps ?

when we eat, we start looking for quality instead of junk to fill up the tummy. we begin looking for places with ambience so that a proper actual conversation can take place. you begin to start hunting for comfortable chairs. lighting. service. you start to see things differently. it changes you.

the golden years are coming. are you prepared for it ? or are you still dwelling in petty stuffs?

i dont even bother cursing anymore. what's the point ? the anger doesnt change anything. only proper conversations change directions, events, point-of-views, and most importantly, lives.

the struggle you face during the teenage years, the confusion, the hatred, the energy, the intention to rule the world. all gone. lol.

one simple incident happens, and we start to think deeper, think in multiple levels. wider. in different directions, in multiple universes. and sometimes the conclusions we make after all those brain activities are the same as the first judgements we made before. but we choose to do it again, because that's what a 'matured' person does. think and think and think.

i will blog more.